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Post by Lucy Pevensie on Jan 23, 2011 22:39:17 GMT -6
I picked up another pillow and chucked it as hard as I could. "Goddamnit Peter!" I shrieked.
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Post by Liln Wilson on Jan 23, 2011 22:44:41 GMT -6
I heard Lucy's scream but it sounded distant. My mind seemed all foggy an I couldn't think of anything except what I'd just heard and that just made everything worse.
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Post by Camryn Williams on Jan 23, 2011 22:45:34 GMT -6
I got up and knocked on the bathroom door, "Lil?"
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Post by Liln Wilson on Jan 23, 2011 22:47:44 GMT -6
"What?" I mumbled, whiping my tears away.
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Post by Camryn Williams on Jan 23, 2011 22:48:49 GMT -6
"Please open the door?" I asked, gently.
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Post by Liln Wilson on Jan 23, 2011 22:51:35 GMT -6
I stood up slowly and felt like I was going to throw up. If this was what heartbreak felt like then I was never going to fall in love again. I sat on the edge of the bathtub. "The door is open." I said.
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Post by Camryn Williams on Jan 23, 2011 22:56:03 GMT -6
I opened it and walked in and sat down beside her. "Just let it out," I said softly.
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Post by Liln Wilson on Jan 23, 2011 23:00:41 GMT -6
When she said that I started to cry again. Not sad tears, really, just angry tears. I was mad at Peter but more mad at myself for even falling in love with him in the first place. I was so stupid to think anything would even be possible. He's a goddamn king! I sank to the floor and curled up in a ball and just hated myself for making myself so vulnerable and able to be heartbroken.
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Post by Camryn Williams on Jan 23, 2011 23:04:04 GMT -6
I sat down on the floor and gave her a hug.
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Post by Lucy Pevensie on Jan 24, 2011 19:01:27 GMT -6
I knew it was the worst for Lil, but it was awful for me too. I couldn't comprehend...he told me (and made it quite clear) he hated Lauraleen! What the hell was he doing?! He was my "perfect" older brother! He had fought and won battles and ruled a country and it shocked me that the one thing he screwed up was something so easily avoided. I could never look at him the same. My trust in him was broken and at the time I didn't know if he'd ever get it back. I was just so angry at him. I had never truly despised someone whom I loved so much, even Ed, who I fought with a lot. Maybe it was because it was Peter who I saw as perfect, that screwed up so majorly and hurt my friend made it even worse. Ed and I had stupid trivial reasons for our fights and we got over them quickly. But this...this was a legitimate reason to be mad at Peter. And that scared me. This had the potential of dividing the family, which was the last thing we needed before a long journey and potential battle.
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Post by Lucy Pevensie on Jan 24, 2011 19:04:13 GMT -6
I wanted to be comforting Lil, but I was in awful shape myself and I knew i'd make it worse by losing my composure. I hoped shed understand.
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Post by Liln Wilson on Jan 24, 2011 19:11:49 GMT -6
I stopped crying and whiped my tears away. I stood up and straightened myself and my clothes. I redid my bun to look just as messy but normalish. I walked slowly out of the bathroom, not really noticing my surroundings. I made it to the window which I stared out but didn't really see anything. It was all sort of a blur.
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Post by Camryn Williams on Jan 24, 2011 19:15:14 GMT -6
I followed her out and sat down next to Lucy.
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Post by Lucy Pevensie on Jan 24, 2011 19:21:26 GMT -6
I watched Lil and immediately decided that it was ten times worse for her. She really loved him. It occurred to me that he had no idea that she loved him, so technically it wasn't his fault....but still! Making out with Lauraleen was pretty damn inexcusable.
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Post by Liln Wilson on Jan 24, 2011 19:33:17 GMT -6
I leaned agaisnt the window and rested my head on the cool glass. I closed my eyes and started to hum a song that my mother used to sing to me when I was sad. I smiled sadly. I really wished she was there which surprised me. I hadn't wished for my mother in a long time. I took a deep breath and decided, no matter what, I wouldn't ever fall in love that quickly ever again...and definitly not with Peter.
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